Griefless

BACK! After a few months i decided to post some new creations :P (this is not everything). AND! I finally got a new pc! 4 FUCKING years I had to endure this slow piece of crap XD and now I got something that doesn't frikking overheat in the summer... So I are happy =D. And I'm doing gamedesign now ^^. Ah Well :P Starting to get active on Deviant xD...

Bleh I just saw that my girlfriend cheated on me, its a feeling of a stab in my back and a betrayal for a lifetime. In the first minutes I was FUCKING angry, I could smash that bitch up tear her from limb from limb and disembowel her. Then came the feeling that I was worthless and lonesome and a flash of the thought of suicide pierced my mind , but then I remembered what my father said: Suicide is never the option. I began to think that every downside has is it upsides and that I would probably do the same thing XDDDDD. Well I laughed the shit out of me when I said that XDDDD. So I began to accept it, I maybe lost but I'm not hopeless. F

Omg Queensday in Amsterdam was really awsome xD. Although i spended most of my time with the first aid because I was so drunk and stoned from the pot XD! Luckily i wasn't the only one XD. Thanks for the help guys Poeheej, Ximan, Schizo-on-crack, Thelostart and killersushi666 I couldn't do it without you. The rest of the day went pretty smooth and i got some ramen in Japanese restaurant ^^. Until next year!